So last night I found out my older sister is having a girl. A girl… No one can believe it after my boy and her 3 boys we were sure our family couldn’t make them! So what do I do? I went strait home and drug out my little girl box. Yes I have a little girl box. With Billy I was almost guaranteed a little girl on our second shot. I plopped it on the bed and started to take stuff out. I could tell I got most of it before I had Aiden. It has a bunch of cute dresses, shoes, even pink sunglasses no baby actually needs and hardly any of the practical stuff like sleepers and onesies babies spend most of their time in. As I got closer to the bottom of the box I came across this little black German dress. I so remember the day I got this dress. Billy just came home from Germany he was taking out all the things he brought home, A German wooden plate, some statues, kinder eggs of course, some special German alcohol, and last but not least a little German dress. I said Hunny what is the dress for? what if we have a boy? He said that’s ok we will just have to keep trying tell we can use our dress. Last night as I held my dress I just cried and thought of all that was or could have been. So today I will take my little girl box including my little German dress over to my sisters. I will give her some of my happy memories. And after I see Lainie Kathryn in the pink sunglasses I will know I kept my pink box for a good reason!
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